Mi|Oo's CrappyLandiness

blogging

2008-07-06T22:04:00.001+08:00

whoahoo~ i actually managed to log into my blog again after so many tries!

Chernobyl

2006-05-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

Came across this website and it really affects my view of this world again. Its just so upsetting to see the photos and it gets me so much more angrier to read about the whole issue later. Why should the future generations bear such cruel consequences of the wrongdoings of some people who can't even redeemed themselves by just dying. But then again, there were no choice given at all. Chernobyl - one of the worst nuclear reactor disaster in history.

Photos of Chernobyl today:

http://todayspictures.slate.com/inmotion/essay_chernobyl/?GT1=8019

Quoted from yahoo encyclopedia:

Chernobyl nuclear power station, site of the worst nuclear reactor disaster in history. On Apr. 25, 1986, during an unauthorized test of one of the plant's four reactors, engineers initiated an uncontrolled chain reaction in the core of the reactor after disabling emergency backup systems. On Apr. 26, an explosion ripped the top off the containment building, expelling radioactive material into the atmosphere. The reactor core was sealed off by air-dropping a cement mixture, but not before eight tons of radioactive material had escaped. Twenty firefighters died immediately from overexposure to radioactivity, while hundreds suffered from severe radiation sickness. Pripyat, Chernobyl, and nearby towns were evacuated. People who lived near the plant in Ukraine and Belarus at the time have seen a greatly increased incidence of thyroid cancer, and genetic mutations have been discovered in children later born to exposed parents. Ukraine has estimated that as many as 8,000 people died as a result of the accident and during its cleanup.

How sad it is that your fate is sealed just because you are being born into the wrong place at the wrong time. We are seriously some plain lucky ppl in this world but yet, its such a nasty human nature that we all never learn to appreciate what we have in this world.

My Gawd!!

2006-05-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

http://video.msn.com/v/us/v.htm?g=6cf15b0c-778c-48ed-b136-519fb2ddfcdf&f=msnls&fg=copy

Check this video out!! GOODNESS~! but it seems kinda cool... lol

Appreciation

2006-05-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

At times, some people just dosen't know how the word 'appreciation'... They always go on and on to complain about their life, about this and that person, about the whole wide world. They just lack the insights to view things in another way...

Things that people complain usually:
How they can appreciate these things:

1. I'm fat!!
- I'm in the pink of my health and these fats are evidence that i'm eating well...

2. The workload/homework/exams is never ending!!
- I'm useful to this world... everyday my studying/working contributes to making this world a better place.

3. I'm so envious and jealous of her/him having these and that.
- I'm unique and irreplaceable. Even if another 'her/him' comes into this world, it can never replace the lost of me...

4. My parents nags at me all the time... Shut Up!!
- At least they are around... and is healthy enough to nag at me... though i hope they do it less.

5. I've got not enough money...
- Many beautiful things in the world comes cheap or free... it only takes a little creativity to figure how to find or get them.

6. My friends irritate the hell out of me... and we always quarrel..
- I have them as friends... thats what matters most...

7. Argh!! Wth... the checkup cost me $200+... i could have shopped for some good stuffs with these money...
- You are spending these money to know that you're in a good condition. Feel blessed that you are not spending 4 to 5 figures money just to get treatment for this good health right now.

Note: This entry does not refers to anyone. However, it happens to almost everyone i guess.. if you do see any similarity of urself to any example... learn to 'appreciate'...

Quote

2006-05-09T15:07:00.000+08:00

"If you light a lantern for another, it will also brighten your own way."

..Lifestyle..

2006-04-28T16:24:00.000+08:00

Life's boring... at least for me right now. Argh!! Really miss schooling... Why is it that all of my close friends are in school... I wanna be studious and holding a book and cramming my schedule with schoolwork and studying overnight for exams at macdonalds too~~~!!! (I think rene, eve and gwen wish me die on the spot right now) But seriously, I missed those days where school friends come together and mug for exams and i feel left out seeing friends doing that except me. Anyway, I can't really enjoy so much free time when my kah-kees are all mugging... *must be patient*.

Gheez... Now i'm being bitten by the spree bug too! Damn... I tot as long as i don't open an account i will not spend that bad, sad to say, i succumb to temptation ytd nite. Had a silly incident when making my purchase, and ended up missing the spree. darn. In any case, i still had my share of purchase and before i know it.. wth.. i spent more than a 100bucks on my spree purchase... *shake head* must show more self control...

I started my intermediate Jap Class on Tuesday~!~! Blaw~~~ ... its really tough this round and there's 2 classes in 1week!!! Unlike the previous class, its much more difficult and the no. of students increased 2 fold. *I must work doubly hard*. Jia You!!

I'm so gald i'm on my way to change my lifestyle, must get out of the monotonous robot livinghood. There are so much stuffs i wanna do... I'm so full of ideas right now, but all these takes time to fulfil.

Stuffs that i wanna do:
1. Change my wardrobe to summer style flamboyant colors filled clothes
2. New Haircut!!! Perm? Soft rebond? Cut short? Heavy layering of the hair?
3. Join classes - i did, JAP class... *smiley*
4. Watch movie at omni-theatre
5. Refurnish my whole room... buy new furniture!? paint walls!?
6. Do artwork on canvas and hang them in my room
7. Travelling (Anywhere!! provided financial issue is affordable)
8. Check out more chill out places!!
9. Read more book!!
10. Mental psycho myself to believe i can do it all!! Haha..

Yeap... Hopefully I get it all done! Ghee Heez~! *Smiley*

~Blog Blog Blog~~

2006-04-25T15:26:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to get the hang out of blogging... Was seldom (if not never) a frequent blogger who blogs consecutively. Anyway... Wanted to leave my impression about an incident that happened on Sunday... just gotta leave that memory somewhere.

Things were going like this... Went for lunch with my parents and aunts and uncles (yea, the crazier bunch) and ah gong. Trip was farnie and crazy as usual, went to eat at some teochew restaurant i think, and everyone was eating fast and furious because the food was hot delicious, and everyone wanted to grab more. Fel was farnie, every dish served she would do a food critic session on it with that super serious and thinking very hard face, then carefully describing the food with the oooohhhhhh and the aaahhhhhhh.... LOL... (everyone was attacking the food when she was doing that).

Then on the way to my big aunt house... 2 singers came on board the bus... wahhaha.... will post the video up here if possible... keep a look out!

We had Chocolate cake at my aunt's house!!! Superb delicious and its was freshly baked and still warm!! Geehee... *yummy*

After that i made my way home alone from ang mo kio station. Farnie thing happened whenever there's jasmine... LOL.

Raymond called me... *1 missed call*
I called raymond back... *1 missed call*
Raymond called me back again... *1 missed call*
I called Raymond back again when i was at the AMK mrt station... he picked it up!!

so the usual conversation~~~~~~~ blah blah blah... den his background mrt station announcement '........~~~ blah blah~~ please call 999 Thank you!'

Me: where are you?
Ray: Train station
Me: Which one?
Ray: AMK
Me: What the hell!!! I'm here too..... ~~~ *Crazy laughters*

Whoa... wad a huge coincidence! We had 3 missed calls in a day and finally when we picked it up we're both at the same place!! so crazy... I told eve bout how crazy i think it was and she said i'm drooling over this guy... think not... i'm more like drooling over the plot... like some drama serial... haha!! I'm a star!!

Its a new post!!!

2006-04-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since the last post of my tots. Have totally left it out of my life though i do read back on it sometimes and indulge on those old memories. Its gonna be a long blog if i were to blog all thats missing from my previous post so i'm gnna just skip it and just update on recent stories. Well, i do believe that i'm a different person from when i left my last post, perhaps my way of blogging will be different too. I'm losing on my flair of creativity and originality of tots, it seems that my personality has became dull from the exposure of the society. Perhaps once in a while i do get some miserably sift over creative tots but i've became to lazy to even pen them down. Thus I've decided to re-launch my blog!! If i have no where else to splurge my creativity on, i shall generouosly throw it all unto my blog.

Its many small little incidents that made up my life so far, but its all this little stories that made life interesting aint' it? Anyway, i dun suppose i've gt that much time to think very hard back on what i've been thru all this time, so i'll just pen about the big incidents that are meaningful to me. Basically, its just gonna be the Hongkong trip and also my 21st birthday.

HK trip was a blast of joy, fun and laughter and it got every family member even closer to one another. Ghee~! I dun think i need to say much, the fotos will say everything~~~!!!!

HK TRIP

We are one Big family!!! (with relatives from Guangzhou)

Siblings aka our parents... going high after alcohol~~ gaga

Can you find the bottle?

Curious?!?!

At the Peak... we had a family photo..

Tired... *Yawnz*

Tada... They name their restaurant after me cause i'm YUMMY!!

The couple of the year...

Cemetery... Who takes such fotos!?!? (i'm the *cool* weirdo here)

I simply loves this pic *serenity* ahhh~~

& we're on a boat!!!!!!!

What the hell is that dork doin!?!

The skinny long tongue and the fat round tongue?? wth..

The Walt Disney Cuzins Unite!!! *Magic*

Mission: Felyna hold him down and I stuff his mouth with food. (Mission Accompolished)

Look There!! Superman is taking off his red underwear!!

*Burp*

..Gateway to Heaven.. (and it was a period of heaven there indeed)

*Smile* Cos u're on candid camera!!

MoOOOooooOoOO~~~

more to come... *stay tune* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

21st birthday was great fun~! Ghee hee... (cumin up soon)

Starting off with quizzes

2006-04-10T11:09:00.000+08:00

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

People Envy Your Ingenuity

You're a person with unique ideas, big plans, and a zany outlook on life. Many people look to you for inspiration. People envy your creativity and "who cares?" attitude. They feel very ordinary next to you - and they usually are!

What Do People Envy About You?

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent. You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored. You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts. And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have low agreeableness. Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all. In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted. And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your World View

You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content. You value kindness and try to live by your ideals. You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material. You respect truth and are flexible. You like people, and they can readily make friends with you. You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.

What Is Your World View?

Your Birth Month is April

You are trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life. Helpful and steady, you are able to solve any problem. Your soul reflects: Bliss, playfulness, and curiosity Your gemstone: Diamond Your flower: Sweet Pea Your colors: Yellow and red

What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways. And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery... Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever. You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable. You tend to blend into your surroundings. Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life... And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye. As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you. Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible. While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks. Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

What Color Green Are You?

Your Blog Should Be Blue

Your blog is a peaceful, calming force in the blogosphere. You tend to avoid conflict - you're more likely to share than rant. From your social causes to cute pet photos, your life is a (mostly) open book.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Birthdate: April 21

You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature. Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas. People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life. You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone. Your strength: Your thirst for adventure Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures Your power color: Hot pink Your power symbol: Figure eight Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

CoCoLattE

2005-02-20T06:34:00.000+08:00

Went Cocolatte today again... Din realli wan to go out clubbing today actually... den maox pulled me cos she sae she din wan to queue alone at chinablack... in the end she was so late and end up i was queueing alone there...diaox -.-'''... *Maox... next time be on time kx* haha... but after awhile i saw bobby den jump queue to in front... and den we wait... and wait... and wait... till maox appeared, and we decided to go COCOLATTE... wth... go down to CB den queue and spend money and end up at cocolatte... worst still... reach there accompany mao go toilet come out the club full house, den hafta wait 1/2 hr to go in... left with 2.5 hrs to club... blaw~!*kill mood* and mroe to come... the music sux at the beginning and the crowd sux too... cos of those muds and minahs... quality of the crowd drop so much when compared to the previous week! Maox told me Sengyan not going den when on dancefloor she show me a msg he send sayin he coming down now... sianz again... Went down alone to buy a drink actually, den one of his fren follow me down... i huh? den he insisted on treatin me drink... dotx... den after tt go back dance floor and the music rockx after that... yahoo~!~! *Mood comes back again* But anyway... the whole nite of mood was switched on starting when i step into cocolatte-- even tho the music sux... but i saw a guy working there and i think he looks cute... i guess i'm going back there more often now... or maybe even get a job there*kidding*... haha... but its a disaster telling maox and bobby and siao ma... cos they started suaning... darn... He is cute alritex... and not just some dick with a beanie(<-- to bobby... ur d*** looks mutated so he can't looks like ur toot...opps) anyway... we went up eating at bencoolen kopitiam and slacking till 6am in the morn till i was alllowed to leave the *temptation kopitiam*... lolx... Will blog till here... i'm super duper tired when blogging this rite now... can't realli figure out wad i typin just anything that comes up to mind and the sequence may not be right or wadeva... i oni rmbr that i saw a cute beanie guy at cocolatte tts all... LOLX...

<~`Pictures-SsS-`~>

2005-02-18T17:24:00.000+08:00

Its finally raining... yay~! Its been realli hot these days and i keeps on hoping that it'll rain and now its raining... haha~! Anyway, back to blogging, i noe i owe many people alot of photos... and here's ur photos pay day... sorry i took so long guys, cos of my com... grrrrr.... the usb port dosen react to my camera's usb plug and i can't do anything about it, in the end i have to ask my bro to help me upload the photos from his fren com... This com has been giving off problems and its frustrating that i cldn't do anything bout it cos of money constraints... blaw~!~!

*!~My School Cliques~!*

Crapsters of CrappiLandiness and i do mean 'CRAP'sters Look who's down there? awww... ain't it cute? lolx~! *i'm the photographer* Stinky feets of the world unite~! Me: What's there? Cons: U mean that? Cons: *PIAK* its a mosquito!! Cons the bunny wearing specs! Ha! Indian movies... anyone wanna catch this new movie? Yes, i'm trying to act cute... sue me! haha~!

*!~PhotoTaking Day~!*

Office Ladies~! *pls be serious*

And we went to take neo prints~!

*!~Chinese New Year~!*

Our 'Lou Hei' My Butts~! We dun wan make it obvious tt we're luffing at u... so we smile~! The 2 chickens of the year.. That's all my cousins with my ah gong... *We're one big familie*

*!~Daddy's Bdae cum CNY celebrations @ Homie~!*

HaPpIe FamiLiEeE~! Singing the Birthday Song... Lala~! Cut Cake... Yum Yum.. *Eyeing verociously at the cake* Make a *WISH* & blow out the candles !~2005 Huat ah~! Friends coming over for celebrations too~! *Nice background* See... dun they look like tourist at my house? haha~!

*!~CNY Decorations @ Chinatown~!*

Ok... That's alot of photos for a blog entree... anyway, that's to make up for the long blog vacation... hope u peepz out there enjoy & post more comments at my tag board... Happie New Year~!

I'll shoot u if u dun read it just bcos its longJK

2005-02-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

I've not been blogging for quite some time... again... everytime i start to blog, i'll start and delete den will eventually give up... i wonder if anybody has the same problem as me or is it just me? I've got a really bad memory and i always get a bad start with blogging cos i've got to think very hard on what has happened recently and evaluate those incidents that are meaningful enuf to write... as if like a business process where u have to do alot of thinking and counting all those monies... Now on this blog, i've found many meaningful stuffs to write about but i'm starting to feel lazy cos i'll b a long blog if i'll to write everything down. Frenz whom i dun get to meet often will some times squeeze that little time to read my blog so after all these whinings, i'll still try to summarise my life of recent days. The previous blog was crap actually, its just to shun frenz whom keeps on questioning about "why no updates on ur blog?" After the week of so much to do, i've been very much on a holidays mood cos of the 1 week free of lessons due to chinese new year and considering valentines day is somewad included as well. Sad to say, the shopping for chinese new year clothes was very much rushed and not up to satisfaction. Shopping moodlessly is a disaster and i got clothes that were't up to my satisfaction (double the disaster tornadoes + tsunami after tt). The festive season wasn't realli that bad considering i get to see some of my close relatives and receiving angbaos... Angbao collectioons isn't much of a factor to me cos i always keep only those that my parents give and returning to them the rest that my relatives give... its not realli that bad since majority of total collection comes from my parents. Cons CM and SM came over my house on the sat, not sure if they enjoyed it cos its was realli crowded here but i'm still glad they came and nearly finishes all the prawns... haha... Gambling luck was realli bad at first but managed to win back a windfall after tt... from $12 to $90... lolx... i got the last luff... the big winner of the day... (i've cast a spell on them to think that i've got 21 points for every round actually*like u believe*) Another interesting part of new year was at my small aunt house... her hubby's bro's wife... lets just call her my aunt's fren... she was a very interesting person... could realli hold her liqour or rather most of my realatives there are cheongsters and could all hold their liquor well... Anyway, she's a realli fun person and after drinking abit much, she turned the gambling table into a fortune telling stall... lolx... but let me warn u... she's realli accurate in it.. Even if its on gambling table, she made a remark saying tt this round there'll be a someone geting 'ban ban' and my cousin realli got it... woohoo... how cool is tt? Continuing the story, she did 2 rounds of fortune telling for all of us and voila, we all agree that she's darn true in all her remarks... i was very stunned by her words too... she said that i'm a p[erson who dosen trust anyone at all and so dosen much reveal my emotions and stuffs... and she manage to tell me stuffs that i nv told anyone, things that i bury deeply cos i think no1 should know about these certain aspect of me... Anyway, all this things she said hit the jackpot and so i kinda believe in her predictions on my future... i shall not say about the predictions she made on my future here so dude's', if u wanna know, now is a chance to call and catch up with my life... haha, yeap, i'm threatening u to call me.. (so wad? sue me!! *snobbish face*)... haha After the sat nite at my house, i met up wif mao celia and serene to go cocolatte... *Rawks* nv had so much fun wif cheonging for so long, miss those highlifers days when we had so much fun (doing stupid things yea...) haha... Vipez was there that day too, but we din realli tok much as usual, still cold like winter... blaw... wadever, that nite was fun many cute guys and so, but somehow, i interpreted those guys as cute for looking but not for anything else... haha... Think i'm losing alot on my life nowadays... its just between school home and maybe a few shopping trips-->no lifer.. blaw... maybe tts part of the reason why i'm dateless on valentines, sadly... yes tts the truth, (thinking optimistically: its just another day, nothing special, who cares anyway? its my life.... however, thinking pessimistically: its not a valentine's day if there is no valentine)... Ok tts just sum nonsensical statements, on my part i dun realli take such statements cos i'm those people who take wad comes into my life and not be envious of wads not in my life, anyway, if i realli wan a date, i'll probably work towards it but i din, so i most probably dun need it rite now... believe me, its not words of spite... Overall, its an enjoyable period till now, but i believe it wun last long cos projs are on its way again, expect to see more of complaining blogs cumin up... haha...

Man Vs. Women

2005-02-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

Just a little joke on the difference between men and women Joke 1 An English professor wrote the words, "a woman without her man is nothing" on the blackboard and directed the students to punctuate it correctly. The men in the class wrote: "A woman, without her man, is nothing." The women in the class wrote: "A woman: without her, man is nothing." Joke 2 After she woke up, a woman told her husband, "I just dreamed that you gave me a pearl necklace for Valentine's day. What do you think it means?" "You'll know tonight." he said. That evening, the man came home with a small package and gave it to his wife. Delighted, she opened it - to find a book entitled "The meaning of dreams" Joke 3 vs Joke 4 Joke 5

So much to do~!

2005-01-31T02:22:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling kinda worn out... there's so much to do and so little time to spare~! The workload is really starting to catch up on me... blaw~! Am doing my entrepreneurhsip proj then did i realise now that there's quite abit of stuffs undone.. Was supposed to be doing the project yesterday but ended up spring cleaning for 2days... wth... i made it specifically clear to my family that i'll be having a very busy week... but sumhow i'm made to slog cleaning up the house when my mum starts complaining bout us not doing any work... shit ass.. Anyway, my proj was also kinda delayed since i received certain parts of the info late and certain parts undone... there's so much to work on. Its a sunday nite(or rather a mon morning) and i'm only half through with the report and i'm still left with 2 very tough and mind consuming tests to study and *ALL* tut undone. Maybe i should just add a wishlist counter and writes to santa to give me the power to stop time... (yea rite... perhaps santa may rite back telling me to break my alarm clock instead) Goodness gracious me... i'm going crazy~! till later..

<-- This is wad i look like now

P.S. I'm blogging with a foul and tensed mood now... pardon me with words like shit ass(i've said it again) and such... i'm only blaming the irritating environment rite now and no1 in particular... will be back to normal after these mind bbogging week

NAPFA

2005-01-29T08:23:00.000+08:00

After the second try, i've passed my NAPFA... *Yippie*... when i blog that i may want to redo my napfa test again, i wasn't serious at all abt that... somehow, i did manage to redo it and passed it, even if its just a bronze. And in that somehow, i mean chungman helped me out in a way. *Thanx* Hmm... the 2.4 as usual was a torture... blaw~! Wadever, its over now... i can have my last big luff now...HAHA After our bath, we heard much noises coming from the Amphitheatre (B.A.D was performing in our school ytd), and we went over to take a bitsy look, wahaha then this guy saw us and told us if we want we can go in and watch the performance.. den we saed we dun have any tix and we're eating (no eating and drinking in there)... but he let us in anyway... perhaps its cos we're all nyp students... Geez... we're the only ones in there eating and watching performance and the rest was fully concentrating on the show... Performance was not bad and such, dun realli think they are cute but have to admit they are talented in dancing and singing. But i dun really understand gers or fans crazy over such... one of them did sum sort of handstand and the gers in the theatre screamed except me and chungman going *huh?* Anyway, the performance was coming to an end already. Chungman met up with her neighbor Ann Ann after tt to go home actually but we all end up in Chinatown taking a walk ard there... Haha... Its such a pity i dun have my camera with me that day, or i cld take down BAD and the new yr decor and also photos of CM and Ann Ann... Many good foods there *YUMMY* ... we took much desserts and roadside stall food... its a shame on the camera, but then again, my com is upset wif me recently and gives me trouble when i upload my photos. Blaw~! Blog more next time

I M HARDWORKING~! or maybe not...

2005-01-28T01:11:00.001+08:00

Last weekend after the bbq day, i started picking up the forbidden tut again... And within one nite of insomia, i manage to finish all 3 tut plus some revising of past tut of which i had never done before. And monday at school... frenz saw my tut done for the week... not just for mon tut but also tues and wed tut... haha~! I shock them this time... (tt explains how often i do my tut)... They were wondering if something happened to me causing my sudden hardworkingness... Just tot that all my resolutions set at the beginning of the year was thrashed and i ought to do something about it... There's this university in Japan that i want to go into and its time to learn independence and not to take things for granted believin there's always my proj mates to fall unto... Must always remind myself of resolutions made... Today morn was a super black day too... Majority of the mood was contributed by lack of companion from my handphone(under repair.. so im uncontactable currently)... lack of sleep... oversleeping causing 1 lect skipped and a heavy weighted test at end of day... sux... and i did sumthin i regretted. smthin abt my temper/uneasiness and my classmates... hmm... if u guys do see this blog... i'm sorry...

Crazy Nite on Mao's BBQ

2005-01-25T02:37:00.000+08:00

Geez... Had the hell of a BBQ on Mao's bdae... haha~! Here's some photos to prove how crazy gers can be... And yeah, i'll have to give credits to eve for this photos too cos i took them fr her photobucket... heez! The Bdae Gerl~! Look at the 2 cakes and u'll noe her appetite... Lolx~! Me feeding eve the sotong ball... How does it taste? This photo proves that i've been cooking too... Haha~! Cuties No. 5 (look at the no. of fingers) Cuties No. 2 Pretty Ladies~! AHHHH~! Sadako!!! Whats on our heads? Ah ma's gathering I'm short enuff already... dun push me down or i'll cry~! Where u gals carrying me off to? Gerls getting out of hand~! Goodness Me and XiaoHui~! My new found darling... Haha... We've just known each other that nite and we're already playin crazily together that nite Haha... More photos are available at http://photobucket.com/albums/v304/winterlynh/Mao_Bdae <-- thats lynh's photo album... or u can find those photos at my photo album but its the same photos anyway cos i took them fr her album... Will stop here ... Let u all noe more next time...

Happiness Dwells from Oneself!?

2005-01-18T01:51:00.000+08:00

Its 1.56am in the evening and i'm tired with 2 tests due tml and i haven even finish studyin 1 test. But, miraculously... i'm feeling awfully overjoyed. No particular reason seriously! Nothing really happened... no surprises no celebrations ... its just another very common day~! But the feeling is veri different... its like the whole world is so beautiful all of a sudden... my eyes and brain are tired but the heart and soul is on adrenaline. Am i in the state of nirvana? Like a lotus that blossom in mud or the rain that draws the earth and sky together...So ridiculous isn't it? feeling so blessed with everything... u may think it's bcos i'm thinking of sum1 or its love bla bla bla... but its not!! There's no 1 in mind and even the usual annoyin brother isn't irritatin at all...

This emotion was so intrigueing that i wan to blog it down even tho i was snuggin on my bed... It reminds me of wad a fren once saed... "happiness dwells from within oneself and spread to others... this feeling will not fade even if u're bore down with the most bothersome problem." Hmmm... how true is that... perhaps i dun need any special someone to come into my life to fill myself wif happiness... life as it is, is already a blessing~!

YGM

2005-01-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

Went to help out with Chow Beng's chapter YGM mtg today... and i din realise that it was melvin's chapter too... Lolx~! Mel had his hair permed and i just had my hair rebonded... And when we saw each other today we are like... *gasp* omg, ur hair~! lolx~!.. quite a farni scene tho. and i promised him tt i'll show him my fringe but i had to leave earli... (sorry mel, next time ba)... He was in a dance item actually and me and another gal fren was like discussin their dancin... haha... and we concluded that mel danced the best tho he was the biggest in size there..lolx~! *opps* On my way back, i took a little walk in people's park area... The new year's festive crowd is already settin in especially since the opening of chinatown celebration yesterday... there was fire crackers and fireworks but the fireworks was less interesting compared to the previous year (think they set the longest firecracker record in guiness world records) ... Haha... Anyway, the walk around was quite cool, so many stalls of interesting stuffs and FoooooooooD~!~! I wan to go jalan jalan at chinatown again and again and again~! But then again, i live in chinatown, and i practically eat here everyday, hmmm it must be the crowd and festive feelings that makes things different. Oh yes, the new year decor are up already, think i'll go take some photos and load them up someday... Stay tuned~!

I've uploaded many photos onto my photobucket album... take a look at it peepz... Here's 1 photo to start the ball rolling. It's one of the formation for last year NDP, oh well, me and my frenz did some changes to it... Cool isn't it~! Hiaks, we look so super~!

+ Dawn of CrappiLandiness +

2005-01-14T01:00:00.000+08:00

Dawn of CrappiLandiness... The doom of Mystic Charm is the emergence of CrappiLandiness, haha.. actually i was using xanga but moved house... but it also means that my other account have to close/rot. Oh well, new year new beginnings. And it realli is a new year for me... the start of my 20's is on this year... kind of scary to step into 20's tho. New year resolutions have to be made, i must always meet out and keep in contact with all my dear frenz specifically evelyn maozy constance chungman hanim siewmui all my ndp frenz and also my pri sch frenz. And i will not skip lessons like nobody business, i'll try to finish all my tut... Have proper meals and sleeping time etc... i wonder how many of them i can finish... Lolx. i've updated 4 pics of my classmates neoprints... but its without me. Humpf. but can't blame them cos of the stupid calculas class which i now have already given up on and opted out. Happy New Year Everyone~!